The Last Dew of Spring

The Last Dew of Spring
(Third revision)
By: R. M. Sto. Domingo
15 July ‘o7

We met last spring not knowing what destiny will bring.
Your mind met mine; so did our hearts become combined.
We felt a mélange of emotions that can almost sing.
A single dew tapped our lonely hearts—uninvited.

Our lives turned into a mystical labyrinth; twisting.
Spring brought levity to our souls that were battered.
And we vanquished; conquering all the pains and crying.
Another dew fell on our tamed hearts—unexpected.

Flowers came to full bloom, so did our hearts come knowing.
Brown became green; in our hearts, we felt love embedded.
Savoring the strange emotion was just like dreaming.
Spring dew came rushing down to our hearts—unabashed.

Now, the lovely cherry blossoms are slowly drifting,
By and by, you’ll be leaving me, and my heart: shattered.
And as you bid your goodbye, I will be left shivering.
The dew which once warmed you and me, now all cold—chilled.

Now, the last leaf on the tree, once jaunty, now struggling.
My willow heart, once mighty, now scattered.
Once sheltered with your love, now so alone and hurting.
The last dew of spring glided, burned my heart—unwanted.

_kEnsHiN 'o7_

spark

Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in thehopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, thenot-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonelyfrustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able toreach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world youdesired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it isyours. (I wish I had said this, but it was actually Ayn Rand)

From: Ma'am Paz Diaz
(Comm 14o)

facets of love

i love you. ( i love you but you don't reciprocate my feelings.)
i love.
you.

you love. (we think we are in love with each other, but in truth, we're just in love
i love. with love)
love.

love i. (we are friends. but you love me more than that. for i am still waiting for
you and i. my love for you to grow)
love.

love you. (you want me to love you but i'm in love with myself.)
i love.
i.

you love i. (you love me. and i love you. but we both know that your love is greater
and i. than mine.)
you love.

i love. (i love someone. and it could be you. but nevertheless, whoever might that
you. be, i still love him dearly.)
love.

i and you. (we both love each other. but i was already in love with you when you fell
love. in love with me.)
i love you.


@'-blackrose-"--
11 July 'o7

without you..

Does being free also means being lonely? I don't think so, I've lived my life for so long without you that it won't matter that you're out of it now. All you can do now is remember, because we'll never make another memory. I'm happy now. Without you.

Do not take me... For granted.

Do not take me

For granted.

I am not yours

Yet.

You're breaking my heart

Without holding it.

Does making me cry

Makes you happy?

Does hurting me

Also hurt you,

Or does it make you smile?

You say you love me,

But does it runs dry

After some time?

Do not take me

For granted.

I'm strong but I'm weak.

Do not

Take me for granted.

Please.

what to do?

After a year after my disastrous relationship with jack, here I am again standing between the cliff and the dangerous waters of the intangible chain called love. Haha. And now, after all the pain that I was forced to endure then, I can't actually think straight. What to do? I'm still in shock. I never expected that something like this would happen to me.. Now of all times, when I'm already starting anew and trying to break free from the nightmarish past I have.

But what am I saying? I guess I should tell you.. It started, maybe a week or two ago when I unexpectedly renewed contact with a longtime friend. At first, it was kind of fun. Of course, we've not talk for almost two or three years.. But then, things started to get pretty complicated when he begun to say things I did not--never--expected him to say. Like, for years, he's always been besotted withme and all that. Frankly, I thought it was all a big joke. But what shock I received I cannot explain when talked to my sister, then my mom, about the things he feels for me. And my mom is quite taken with him. So now, in my shoulder lies the decision whether to have him or not. The only problem is, I don't know what I feel.. I guess, I'm still scared to know..

redemption

I can never be a princess but I will forever be me. You said you love me as I am, but it was a statement you didin't mean at all. how then do you think i can forgive you? or more importantly, love you? Once, my love for you was worth all the risks and the deceptions, but then, it all had come to naught. You betrayed me in the worst possible way. It will do you more good if you'll stop waltzing with me right now, or you'll eventually feel the way I did all those times I made a foolish blind woman out of myself just for you. Or worst, more.

Je ne peux jamais être princesse mais je me serai à jamais. Vous avez dit que vous m'aimez comme je suis, mais c'était une déclaration vous didin › les moyens de t à tout. comment alors pensez-vous que je peux vous pardonner ? ou d'une manière importante, vous aimez plus ? une fois, mon amour pour vous valiez tous les risques et les tromperies, mais alors, il tout était venu rien. vous m'avez trahi dans la pire façon possible. Il vous fera plus bon si vous arrêterez de danser la valse avec moi maintenant, ou vous sentirez finalement la façon j'ai fait tous ces temps j'ai fait une aveugle sotte de me juste pour vous. Ou pire, plus.