The Rape of a Confused Mind

It should have
Never
Happened.

And yet here
I am
Thinking and cherishing
The best.
The worst.
Everything.

Whirling inside
My head, today,
Aching and wanting.
Never ending falls.

I forget and
Forget and forget.
Yet,
I remember
Remember
Remember
Again.

It should hve
Never
Happened again.

Again, endless falls
Of water
From within.
From wanting,
Aching, wretching
From within.

For never should have
Happened again.
Again.
Remember.

15 January 2009
RMPSD